(dē-pûr'sə-nə-lĭ-zā'shən)


- An alteration in the perception or experience of the self so that the feelings of one's own reality is temporarily lost; a sense of unreality.

- Inability of a particular person to find his true identity.

I would sometimes find myself losing my train of thoughts. At one-moment things make sense; at the next I’ve entered a realm of total confusion. I no longer know where I am, who I’m with, and what I’m doing there. I can’t quite even remember who I am or if I really exist. My body and mind separate completely into two different entities that both don’t exist. It happens frequently and quickly. I live in a dream that mimics reality where thirty seconds lasts for hours, where you constantly have to remind yourself that you’re actually there, you are actually real, and where the last five months didn’t exist.

4 comments:

Mona Ayyash said...
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Mona Ayyash said...

I love your visuals. I think you should maintain the clinical feel of the images by picking your scenes very carefully. I would advise indoors but I also think now is the time for experimenting too. Try everything and filter through what works and what doesn't.

Mona Ayyash said...

btw i deleted the first comment coz i made a spelling mistake. I didnt think you would find out :S

Angelica Yassine said...

I agree with mona...

great visuals...


i still think your a lesbian though..
and your in love with me....

so... whatever....

SHOOT MOREEEEEEEEEEE...